Sunday, February 22, 2004
alloooha!
jz dropped by ta sae one last hello before i dive into anudder crapped up busy week. full of crap i tell ya. bloody o levels, debate n other irritances. sttttoopid.
haha.. well, on the gd side, had a beeeauuuttiiifooll afternoon sleep. so refreshin. *yawn* shall probably go to sleep again soon. heh.
mum has forbidden me from going joggin. saes my legs have become bigger. hahaha.. am i gonna listen? NAH. haha.. shall jz go do sum sit ups instead then. la la la!!~
that bk i bought ysdae is soooo sad!! my gosh.. the mother was so mean to him!! she left him all hungree n treated him like a prisoner of war!!!!! what is this world coming to!!????!!! we'll be the death of ourselves!!!!!!!!!!!!
*screams n runs around in a circle*
hmph. wish the world was like in the 70's where everythn was all *PEACE!* n *fLowEr PowEr!!* n afroooos! hahaha.. i need an afro babeh!! haha..
well.. betta go.. gotta see ms chow 2mro morning wif avril. shit. what a way to stat my morning. god save the queen. haha.. taa peeps! btw, craig armstrong rawkkss!!!!! whee!
brin bit this at ; 10:04 PM
hah! he messaged me! teehee. shall play hard to get. HAH.
brin bit this at ; 12:45 AM
yooohooo!!!
hahaha.. tis me!!!!! had a busy day todae.. had a monitors course in da mornin.. ok i spose.. the usual.. naggin/info, free food, a lil fun.. yadda dadda dadda.. argh.
haha.. so yea.. went home, rolled on the bed in my uniform for like.. half an hour.. haha...('til my mum came to scold me n pushed me to the bathroom) haha.. den went out ta borders.. had to spend that voucher i'd won in sec 2.. lolx.. it was expiring in march i think..
aniho.. bought A Child Called "It" by Dave Pelzer.. looked kinda interesting.. sum quiz book and also Anne Frank's Diary.. which id been wantin ta get fer sum time now.. so yea.. haha.. $50 spennnttt..
ltr went jalan-jalan ard Scotts Rd n Orchard.. wanted ta watch Something's Gotta Give or Along Came Polly, but couldnt.. no time.. haha.. so yea.. came home n slacked. too tired ta do anifin.. hee
me really confused now larhx.. siggghh.. love succckkkksss. *groan groan* whyyy oh whyyyy??? is he interested or notttt???? arggghh.. perhaps im being paranoid? but.. argghh. ferget it.
la di dumm.. so tired.. which the weekends were 5 days instead of 2!! nt lookn forward to next week.. suddenly hate sch loads. maybe will see him on tuesday? hmm.. lets see.. hee.. *checks busy schedule*
brin da' great'sbrin's weekly planner
1.monday:debate training afta sch.
2.tuesday: hopefully can see him!!! *grin* or shall hold long needed class meeting. darn.
3.wednesday: more debate training. mock debate probably. shit. hafnt done research.
4. thursday: exercise timmeee! hee. shit. stupid motion for debate is out today!!!
5. friday: probably will be panicking over undone research for debate. haha.
urg.. urgened? ah heck it! End.
he jz logged on n went off.. hmm.
okok nvmmm.. ooh.. good ole' adiba's online! shall go haf a nice chat wif her abt life! yayyie!~ *claps*
SHOOT. realised haf just fallen asleep on the keyboard. heh.. looks like its time ta go to sleep for me!! shall go change into my pyjamas.. heh.. taa!!~ *muacks*
"everytime i see your face i miss you baby. doncha know that ya driving me crazy. i'd do anything to help you to see. i dun think ya understand what ya doin ta me.."
you know that its true, you know that its you.
brin bit this at ; 12:43 AM
Friday, February 13, 2004
harrrrlloooo...
arggghhh.. feelin so damnneedd angree wif myself. i cant believe i was dat stupid to do all da qs. of the hstry pprrrrr!!!!!! ffuccckkk it man. stupid shit. argh.
oh well.. just adds on to my list of failures for this round of common tests. stupid shit man. aniwaee.. a brief review of my life:
good things
1. tis valentine's day! happy v-day every1!! and thanks fer all the prezzies!
2. happy b-dae ta jen in advance!!! cheers gal! we'll celebrate once this hell time is over! hee!
3. its da weekend! sleeping time, here i comeeee!!! *grin*
4. im getting my old watch back tomorrow frm the watch shop! yippee!
shitbad things
1. stupid ****ing history papppperrrrrrrrrrrrr.
2. debate motion out next thurs. screwed. more work. bah.
3. HE is not replying me. *sobs*
4. more common tests to fail next week.
5. my mum is nagging at me. gif me a friggin break man.
siggggh. so there ya go. friggin history ppr. argghh. nvm brin, tis only a stupid test. im so gonna dddiiieee. aniwaes, im like so damn tired. and theres dis bad feeling at the back of my head.. okok.. im gonna start one of my philosophies of life again.. but too bad. u have to listen. hee!
ya noe sumtyms ya dunno why, but u jz have this bad feelin in ur head.. like when there's jz too many things goin abt in ur life? problems.. feelings.. etc.. i dunno.. it doesnt make u depressed or stressed.. it jz makes u feel sorta.. worried? i dunno.. and the best part.. you dont really know what you're worried abt in particular?
yea.. its kinda weird aint it.. or mebbe im talkin crap again.. but its true.. there aint no feelin to describe it.. jz.. i dunno.. bothered? yea.. you feel bothered. haha.. ever felt like dat b4? oh heck, now im really talkin sum serious shit. hahha.. nvm nvm.
OH GOSSSSHHH!! he messaged!! hurrah! am cheered up! but not so much. hmpphh..
aniwaes.. wad was i saying? haha.. oh yea.. i still feel BOTHERED! i neeedddaa beer. damn it.. need ta go out n booze man. where's dat bloody can of fosters when ya bloody need it. argh. aniwae, betta go.. taa..
"to that person: stop buggin me aight. i aint your friggin girlfriend,k. stop being a pest. "
brin bit this at ; 9:51 PM
Sunday, February 08, 2004
heyyyoooo!!!!!
mann.. had a looonnnggg n tiring week. discovered many things. bah.
aniwae, ysdae went ta acs barker for da debates. seriously thought we were gonna win. and no matter what anyone says, in my mind, we did win. hahaha.. its true.. i mean, the judges seriously ought to dig their ears more furiously with their cotton buds or wadever they use. heh.
evergreen spoke like they were in primary 3 for heaven sakes.. not meaning to be insulting but yea.. their info was directly from the net, n its quite obvious their coaches had written their speeches cz the rebuttals were horrendous. not that im an excellent debater or wad.. jz dat anisha, mel n teri deserve better. bloody bums. bah.
haha.. aniwae.. whats done is done.. realise to actually increase our standard, we have to win the next 2 debates by at least 4 marks. gonna be damn hard. n i can feel the pressure already. siiggghhh. plus, next week common tests starting!!!! arrrgggh.
oh yea.. im not goin for da bloody mtv asia awards!!!!! SOBBBB SOOBBB!!! simple plan is goinnggg!!!!!! i wanna gooooo!!!!!!! siggggh. heard they'll be in sg. for concert this yr? oh well.
went fer muh uncle's weddin todae. he's finally married. hurrah!!! hahha..
saw a cute guy. =) whoops. probably related to him.. haha!
woke up in da morning wif a friggin headache and a body that hurt like god knows what. la di dumm... so thirsty! shall go get a drink.
heh. yum yum.. ice wattttterrrrr!!!!! *drool* im deprived. heh.
thinking abt sumthn dat happened todae.. hee.. kinda stupid but makes me laff. realised bra buddy's bdae is on mondae.. shall call kay miang later n discuss. hahha.. oh yea, betta remember to bring ping's tie to sch on monday.. heh.. wait she'll murder me or sumthn.. oh well.. betta chow.. taa!~
"and i feel like im living the worst day, over and over again.. and i feel like the summer is leaving again.. and i feel like im living the worst day.. it feels like you're gone.. and everyday is the worst day ever.."
brin bit this at ; 1:18 AM
